Wednesday, September 16, 2015


Good Morning, Sunshine! It was almost a year now since my last entry here. So many has change and lots of catching up I believe.I miss blogging, I miss those updates from my blogger friend, which I plan to update soon when I visit their pages. My blog was neglected and badly I got my domain expired, I tried to retrieve it but I guess my effort was not enough. Life goes on with me though at the back of my mind I wanted to retract my domain as I have kept that for four years. I got bored searching on how to own back my domain but again I guess I was not focus and so my domain has been re directed to some hosting site that sells me my domain for a thousand dollar, what a joke. So after reflecting for how many months, I decided to let go of it and just have a new domain instead. And so from my old domain I just wanna live , now blissfull earthling has evolved.

Anyway, as the saying goes "When one door close another opens"  and so indeed. A month my domain has expired, I found out I was pregnant for 8 weeks, but that happiness turned to crying after a week when my ob gyne told me that my little one has no more heartbeat. I was heartbroken during that time that I spare myself from any social events. I am better off alone and home, reading and watching and sleeping.  A month after my personal preference of being alone. I learn to move on and started going out again with the help of loved ones.

Second month after my miscarriage, good news came, I am carrying a baby. God is undoubtedly true and good. Because I had lost my first little one, I look after my activities and food intake. And to past forward, Last April, A healthy baby boy was born. He just turned five months today, what could I ask more? Lucas has given me so much joy and full of love to give. It make me excited to go home everyday to see new set of movements he learned everyday. From thumb sucking to rolling on his tummy to reaching out and guiding his rattle toy to his mouth while giggling.(happy mama)

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