Earlier tonight after working on some writings my eyes begun to get heavy, and as I was trying to fight the urged to sleep I gave in at the end. Alarmed my phone to a 30 minute sleep, though as I have learned power nap is a 20 minutes sleep, I wanted to have an extra minutes. And so my sweet journey start , when my clock hit the alarmed I turned it off and continue my sleep. I am always like that, setting the alarm yet would not wake up when the set time has come.
Looking back now, I realized that at some point in my life I am breaking the rules that I have set. When it is time to stop and to think I am so much aware of the need to stop,still I continue to indulged myself .Giving reasons to do it over and over again, that at some points I am put into compromised. Sometimes those little habits that I think has no bearing to the way I act and think was the very reason why I became these way. The hardest part is the admission and correction portion, that are often painful. What to do? They say old habits are hard to resist, Oh God , help me to correct these little thing that may consumed me if not rebuked as early as now.:(