After church this morning we had a chance to meet our friend with his girlfriend that some of us in the group still on the process of accepting the fact that our dearest friendship has already found his new love. My friend tintin told me I was so obvious that I didn't like the idea of joining the new love birds on lunchtime., and honestly I wasn't aware of such behavior of mine, oopss. I have said before that I have already accepted that the new love of our guy friend . But this morning as tintin has observe me and herself as well, I guess were not yet totally over of our rants and woman instinct thing that we have for the lady.
Maybe we still had our own issue to resolve within ourselves that's why I refuse to had time with them. I'm not jealous , of course. I guess there's just things that you don't like and you like as well without valid reason. Oh, God forgive us, and forgive me. I just can't get my eyes off her every time she acts and talk, I know we don't have the right to judge her but what to do? I am trying to avoid them so to avoid myself from talking about her as much as I don't like to oppose on their love . Oh God please make me pure and erase those not so good impression that I had for her, make me to wish them both a good and happy relationship. I'm sorry if I misbehave again.