There are habits in me and attitude that I am struggling inside and that my mind would like to take off totally.They say Old habits are hard to die, which I seem to agree because I am too busy giving excuses of this habit. Though it is obvious that its making me ill, and unhappy, discontented, well I keep on indulging myself with these habits of mine.What a masochist. I've read the daily bread tonight, The author said we don't like change especially if it will mean altering our habits and attitude. Yes, especially if its already in our system, our comfort zone. But I believe in prayer, May God, take away those fear in me, insecurities I have that I am denying until now. As the author say , when God starts changing things, He usually begins with changing us. Amen!