Saturday, January 8, 2011

WHO IS MAKING YOU LOOK FORWARD FOR TOMORROW?

Have you experienced once in your life the feeling of being empty? Emptiness that you can't explain where it came from. You woke up senseless, meaningless, you can't convince yourself to get up and prepare for work. If you can't relate with me,I guess your lucky. Because not all people who woke up in the morning know their reason of going out of bed. I've been there in that situation, Last year, and believe me, it was not a nice feeling. I have work, but I don't feel like going to work anymore. I don't know if I hate my job, I was not motivated to get up and be excited to work. I don't like attending also to my singles group, every chances that I get when I'm asked to attend and participate with my group I make a lot of excuses not to join. I was not hurt that time, when I felt that emptiness, but I know during that time, I am having a hard time interacting with people that I already knew, I was bored with my life and was looking for my purpose, when I was doing that soul searching of mine, I realize I was allowing the enemy to ruin my days . And there's no one to blame of my being senseless. They say, that once you've found your purpose, life becomes easier to live and is radiant .

3 comments:

simply kim said...

maybe i have an idea how it feels but i didn't have a chance to feel it because i became a mother at 19 which gave me a sense of purpose earlier that i should, lol!

Irene Cortez said...

maybe i understand how you feel, but in my case, i am currently depressed so i lost interest in nearly everything (although i've improved a lot already). just make sure that you're not depressed that's why you're not motivated. because otherwise, i'll encourage you to seek professional help.

or probably you just have to remind yourself of your goals. why do you do those things in the first place? what made you want to do them before?

i don't know if my comment would help, but i hope you'll feel better soon. take care! :-)

Lina Gustina said...

When I'm in my bad mood, I will feel almost the same...