I received my thirteenth month pay last week and it seems like the peso just passed on my hands for a short period of time.I was counting my receipts from the day I got my bonus and I was like Yay! I spent too much. I lost my self discipline again. But atleast I spend it on things that I can used here in the apartment. Some grocery and personal stuff that I buy for myself, after all I owe me a reward of being a working bee. Now, I didn't go out because I don't have peso to spent anymore, haha. I need to work again for to pay the bills. Oh, life is like that, because I was not born in a silver platter. But it will be better if I could save for my future and be like the ant.