I am not suppose to tell this events that happened tonight as I am still in shocked, but anyway I think I have already recover from that emotion. Maybe some of you are wondering why I was saying I'm shocked. Well, the reason was, this evening around 9, my boarder down stair knock my room to tell me she is leaving tonight. Meaning, she not going to stay anymore in the apartment. I was shock of course because it was immediate. She started fixing her stuff after she told me, she said she needs to transfer where her family cannot locate her, and she was lucky to have found a new place, that's why she informed me of her decision to leave right away. Did I say something? of course not, it's her choice. I just wish her luck and the best in all of her endeavors in life.
I know there are things that needs to be fix in her life right now and so, I understand her decision even if it means sacrificing again in my part, as I will need to shoulder again on my own all the expenses for the house and the bills. While we were talking, her friend whose occupying the other room also told me of her intent. She said she is also leaving, and will stay until the end of this month. I was asking myself this question after hearing those revelations from from board mates " Irene, you will be all alone again next month, Can you leave alone? , then suddenly somewhere deep within me answered " Of course I can. It's just that my finances will be stretch out because of this unexpected events. Although I know this will come, but never did it came to my mind that it will be tonight. Well, let the problem solve itself . Let them do what they think, is best for them. And I will always wish them well. I believe, when somebody leave, new will come along. What lesson have I learn tonight in this situation,-- it is being prepared always because we do not know what will happen and what may come along.