Since tomorrow is Monday, and the day which I promise my boss to give the full details of my absences. The crazy truth is that , I am not yet ready to confess my plan of leaving soon, and I wish that only after I have found a new job to look forward to, is the time that I may be breaking the news. I know it's unethical to look for better opportunity while I am still in contract with my current employer. Not a good practice to do, but majority of my colleagues and friends are advising the same thing. "Do not leave your job now, while you don't see yet a new company to join.
I really am considering their advices, as a matter of fact I was already practicing it Looking for new job, but I'm running out of excuses every time I would inform my boss of my leave, She will not give me her blessing unless I tell her my reason. I'm so tired also of giving reasons, and even if my leave is personal, she will still ask , what is that personal leave all about? pathetic.
Now I'm torn between my plans and my security. There are still lots of thought playing in my mind right now .And if confessing my plan with my boss would mean passing my resignation the soonest possible, I just hope that things will work out for the better in the end. Wish me success guys. :-)