Thursday, May 27, 2010


"When The Last Teardrop Falls"

It's so hard to lose the one you love
To finally have to say goodbye
You try to be strong but the pain keeps holdin' on
And all that you can do is cry
Deep within your heart you know it's time to move on
When the fairy tale that you once knew is gone

When the last tear drop falls
I'll still be holdin' on to all of our memories
And all of what used to be

When the last tear drop falls
I will stand tall
And know that you're here with me in my heart
When the last tear drop falls

So now I'm alone and life keeps movin' on
But my destination still unknown, oh yeah
Will there be a time when I'll fall in love again?
When I was meant to walk these streets alone
If there was just one wish I could be granted here tonight
It would be to have you right back by my side

Now it's time for me to find my happiness again
And the emptiness from missin' you
Will never ever end, baby
Song by Blaque. I am not familiar with the artist and the song its new to my ear. Though the lyrics somehow reminds me of my heartaches before which was  unbearable, no matter how hard I tried to stop my eyes from crying I just can't help it. I wanted to immune myself with the pain , and from that pain I wanted to move on and have a fresh new start no matter how difficult it is and how long will it take me to recover.  I saw this song on the wall of my close friend, Beth. We haven't seen each other for a year now,but we do communicate through texting. Her boyfriend was her childhood sweetheart and I know how  In love she was with the guy. But it in her wall post I could sense that she was in agony right now. I hope things will get better for her soon.


Gracie said...

Hello my dear! Grace here reporting. hehehe. I seen your message at my blog asking me about your plan of giving up your job. But before I answer that, I want to tell you that be strong whenever you feel the pain. Letting go is one of the hardest thing but sometimes it the wisest thing to do when it comes to the person whom we love. Don't worry because I know that you will soon find the love that you are looking for. You are such a beautiful lady and you deserve all the love in the world. For the meantime immune yourself with the pain and little by little make sure that you are helping yourself get out into it. I know how it feels because I once felt it. I know you can do it and I will be praying for you.

Hmm.. Going back to your question if its worth it na igive up yung career mo? I think it depends. If you feel burnout right now, I suggest that you first take a leave. Relax, spend time thinking what are things you really want to do. Assess your online earnings if its already enough to sustain your current lifestyle. Then go back to work and feel the ambiance. If you think that you really don't like it there then maybe its time to give up. You can always do your online work as a sideline and kung talagang malaki na kita mo then why go back working to someone else?

But you what sis? Online working is not stable. Sometimes money is there but there are times na wala talaga. I been working online for a year now. I like the freedom it brings to me but then sometimes I also wish I have a regular job.

Gosh, parang may letter ako sayo here. But I hope I am able to help you. If you still have questions, feel free to contact me ha.

mimi said...

the song fits me well.. i'm still in the stage of moving on.. still unbearable..

Lina Gustina said...

I don't know the song, but the lyrics are so meaningful. I believe that times will heal all wounds, included heartaches...