I am happy that this online journal was introduced to me, because with these I am able to express my thoughts and my real feelings without worrying of being condemned. My feelings has not been stable for a week now and in my personal assessment, I really am needing a friend that I could talk to about the matter that is bugging me over the weekend.But since the last time I told me friend about my feelings I regret the decision of letting her know. Why? because I was down that time and I need some encouragement but instead she blamed me of the situation and even quoted I deserved the feelings. It never helped me at all, so I kept it inside and never dare sharing my issue with a friend. I prefer not to, and resolved the issue without them knowing of what I am really going through. But lucky I am that I have God, so I just directly confide my untold feelings with my visible friends. On the other hand, I am glad that one of my friend had offended me, that way I learned how to talk to God one on one. And I had given the chance to reflect of my shortcomings and start picking up the pieces and re modeled it again having God the foundation in it.