Tuesday, January 19, 2010

THE MONSTER WITHIN

Two weeks ago, we've been busy planning for this day to come so we can celebrate our anniversary. But our plan for today turns all into painting. I really am disappointed because he canceled our meeting today. According to him, His Aunt asked a favor and his the only person in the family to accompany them. Meaning I have to forget all about our plans, of course I get irritated (call it immature but my mind can't accept his explanation and I am so disappointed. I told him of my feelings and why I am so upset. After we talk last night , I never answered his messages until this afternoon. Tonight he called  but I keep  dropping his call. I lie low for awhile for his being persistence  so I picked up his call  after how many attempts. I thought after talking to him my irritation will eventually fade but I was wrong. The more he tried to take off his guilt  the more I questioned his sensitivity and maturity. I am ready to explode that time while listening to him, I couldn't hide my sarcasm. My mind was closed for his damn reasoning right now  for I am so agitated. I need space!



2 comments:

Lina Gustina said...

You're still angry now. Cooling down yourself first. After you feel better, call and talk to him again. He did no mistake, you should give him another chance...

caloriesdeluxe.info said...

I agree with Lina, you need to cool down yourself then if things are okey with you call him and tell him what you feel. I'm sure magiging maayos na kayo.