Why must I suffer disappointment, sorrow, and tribulation? What have I done that God should send me trials? Is he displeased with me? These questions are constantly asked by God's dear children. Much of this fear is due to our misunderstanding of God's dealing with his own. He has his good reasons and one of those reasons is spiritual discipline. One of God's servant says " Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, becasue you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. Meaning God loves us so dearly that he wants to purify us out of our bad experiences in life. Soon we will know with that with God strength, pains we have and curses we acquire from our ancestors will be wipe away instantly through the help of our Lord Jesus Christ. In God's time when we already understand his reasons. Thank you Lord. You are just amazing, though I have not been faithful you never failed to be care and carry me every time I fall..